So the clocks went forward this morning. Good job I got outta bed on my first alarm, which gave me half an hour to get ready, skip breakfast, and get to work. =/

So, GAME is pretty much gone. =(

I'm sorry = ( That really bites.

Hey guys!! How've you been today? Can't believe this week is almost over and it'll soon be time for me to go back to my sh*tty job. Le sigh.

Anyways, I've been okies. Been kinda ill, but in high spirits, so it's all good. Spent the day being mostly unproductive until I got the sewing machine out and finished a hammock for the ratties. =D

Today hasn't been the best. I've spent the last three days tidying the garden in preparation for a BBQ on Sunday only to have to cancel for several reasons.

1. I'm the only one that seems to have done anyhing towards having this BBQ
2. I'll end up being the only one paying anything towards it and I can't afford it
3. My sister is moving on Monday, so she'll want to finish packing... yet that doesn't seem to stop her from travelling to see a friend an hours drive away on Saturday

And on top of having to cancel my plans for Sunday, my relationship feels like it's on the rocks >_<

Chojin wrote:And on top of having to cancel my plans for Sunday, my relationship feels like it's on the rocks >_<

What's happened?

Happy Friday everyone! My last day before being thrown back in hell. ¬_¬

But I got a couple of things to have fun with today. We're gonna be in the audience for Deal Or No Deal later, and if I've got the energy, and the guts, we'll be going to a Hoop + Spin at the pub where I can show off my poi skills.

Aside from that, I may take a trip to the fabric shop to look at more bits to spend my munnies on. XP

I feel like she's messing me around. She was talking about moving away from home and starting a new life, and I said "I hope that doesn't mean we'll be out of contact, because I'll both worry about you and miss you." and all I got in reply was "oh". There was a few other things as well.

Chojin wrote:I feel like she's messing me around. She was talking about moving away from home and starting a new life, and I said "I hope that doesn't mean we'll be out of contact, because I'll both worry about you and miss you." and all I got in reply was "oh". There was a few other things as well. :(

That's an odd response. o_O

Exactly, and when I asked about it, she didn't answer >_<

Chojin wrote:Exactly, and when I asked about it, she didn't answer >_<

Have you spoken since?

No, she's not always online. I've told her that we need to talk about a few things when we can both be online to talk properly.

Oh well... no Deal Or No Deal for us today. Kaze kept forgetting what time we needed to be there (despite me repeating it to him time and time again). Still, it's no big loss, and gives me more time to play with what else to do today.

Can't decide if I wanna go into town on my own though. But I'd really like to go to Fabric Land and check out what I can get for cheapies.

I also wanna make some more hammocks, and get started on my Kyubey cosplay. I think I'm putting it off because I'm scared of screwing it up. =/

According to my gf, I'm paranoid because there were a few times when I thought I was losing her to someone else. Wtf!? I wouldn't think that if she didn't talk so much about them or not tell me if she cuddled with them so I didn't get the wrong idea when she plastered it over Facebook instead of bringing up the sweet message from me that she woke up to.

And apparently the "oh" response was because she was angry that I didn't seem to care, that I seemed to only want contact with her... correct me if I'm wrong, but doesn't being worried about someone mean you care?

Chojin wrote:According to my gf, I'm paranoid because there were a few times when I thought I was losing her to someone else. Wtf!? I wouldn't think that if she didn't talk so much about them or not tell me if she cuddled with them so I didn't get the wrong idea when she plastered it over Facebook instead of bringing up the sweet message from me that she woke up to.

And apparently the "oh" response was because she was angry that I didn't seem to care, that I seemed to only want contact with her... correct me if I'm wrong, but doesn't being worried about someone mean you care?

I don't get her logic. And if she's cuddling up with other people, then I'd get out of that relationship - FAST.

It doesn't look like we'll be together much longer, anyway. She's really starting to do my head in