Chojin wrote:It doesn't look like we'll be together much longer, anyway. She's really starting to do my head in

The thing you've gotta ask yourself is; is she worth all this hassle? And can you even trust her?

If you had asked me those question two days ago I'd have said yes to both. Now... I'm not so sure. The way she reacted to me talking to her about the things that bothered me... we won't make it through the weekend.

She goes on a cruise on Sunday, and I won't be able to talk to her for a week. If things aren't sorted by then, we're through. I'm not interested in playing games and that includes the one that involves me waiting around for a week just to find out where I stand. I went through that with Vicki and I have no plans of putting myself through the same again.

Well, don't need to worry about that anymore, we're officially over. It does hurt that it ended this way, but I'd be lying if I said I was devastated

Chojin wrote:Well, don't need to worry about that anymore, we're officially over. It does hurt that it ended this way, but I'd be lying if I said I was devastated

Like I said on Facebook, I think you're better off without her. I'm glad she made you happy for a while, but also very glad you got out of it before you made you made any more unhappy than she had been over the past few days.

I guess I should be thankful she wasn't another Vicki, lol.

I just hope she's ok, I know how she handles things like this but I don't want that for her. As much as she hurt me, I don't want her to come to harm. It's not her fault she misunderstood why I was hurt anymore than it was mine.

Awww poop. I totally forgot about getting together with the GAME guys tonight. =(

I've got half a mind to call in sick, but I'll go in and see how it goes. The problem with this place though is that putting yourself out them, going in and doing what you can for as long as you can, is worth nothing.

They don't give a sh*t how you feel and they make it 100 times harder for you to leave if/when you need to. So you may as well just call in and not bother.

So why am I going in? Because I can. Because I had a day off yesterday (through lack of sleep more than anything). I spent most of yesterday in bed. Seriously knackered. I really wasn't able to even get to work, let alone do any work.

Today though, I'm not as tired, but I do feel sick. I'm capable of getting myself to work and doing what I can. So I will. But I'm not gonna bother arguing with them if I need to go. I'm not putting myself out for a company that doesn't care about it's employees. I'll happily throw up all over them if that's what it takes.

I'm feeling kinda odd tonight... or rather this morning. Marcie broke up with me yesterday, which I already mentioned. The old me would be a blubbering mess. I know this is going to sound bad, considering me and Marcie haven't been broken up long but I feel rather happy and tonight I was out with a girl/friend tonight, and we were dancing very close. I won't lie, I do like her. Its too bad me and the new girl didn't meet earlier

Chojin wrote:I'm feeling kinda odd tonight... or rather this morning. Marcie broke up with me yesterday, which I already mentioned. The old me would be a blubbering mess. I know this is going to sound bad, considering me and Marcie haven't been broken up long but I feel rather happy and tonight I was out with a girl/friend tonight, and we were dancing very close. I won't lie, I do like her. Its too bad me and the new girl didn't meet earlier

So you've bounced from one girl to the next? =/

No, not quite. We're just friends and that's not likely to change anytime soon. She's just been there for me through it all so I do feel a certain fondness for her.

Actually drawing "properly" for the first time in years. And what am I drawing? My own My Little Pony character, Pixie. Wearing bunny ears. Happy Easter, everypony!! XD

This place is too quiet! >_<

You got that right >_<

So what's everybody been upto?

Not much, really. Mainly housework. It's been a rather chilled day, though so I'm not complaining.